What's on your mind as soon as you think about the word "test"? Nervous! Yes it is. Nervous is all i can come up with right now. No matter how you are ready for that, your become nervous anyway. You will have a butterfly in your stomach if you didn't study enough because you are not ready for this. You will also be nervous even though you study enough because you are under the pressure that you have to ace it or something. I've been preparing for the teacher exam for 2 years. For 2 years! I have been running toward the finish line for 2 years and now I already passed the line. I am just waitting for the result. I do believe that every simgle test leaves us some lesson for all of us. I am 25 years old now. I do have a direction. But what if that direction rejects me? I am just scared. Sometimes even though i want something so bad, i might not able to obtain it cause i am not qualified for that.
well, I am not perfect but i know that if i want something and i try really hard, then someday i will deserve to keep it cause i am qualified.
I am really nervous about the result. No matter what kinds of result I would get, i will accept it happily. Because that's the who i am. I am positive.
And I want to add something. I am not a christian. But including my grandma (my mother's side) and my neighbors preyed for me. I can feel their love sincerely. Maybe Love is all around us!
