I have  thought about the life after death alot lately. I think it exists absolutely. if it deosn't then, it would be really sad that stay in this world and not see someone else that I loved so much. I think that if i am dead soon, it will be not that sad cause i also have many people that i love in the life after death as well as in this world. I will only figure this out when iam dead. you know, i heard that there is a really good movie made by Steven spilberg and it is about one girl who was murdered by someone after being rapped. Her family was i the unbearable sadness of course and this girl kept watching their family even after dying as a appiarion. she kept watching them how they deal with this sadness. Her family had tried to get out of their big lost and it took about 10 years.( of course they can't get over her perfectly for good) She had watched and stayed with her family for a long time and finally she left them for good to settle down some other places in the heaven. wow.... i am touched... anyway doen anyone knows the name of the movie by the way?.. i really gatta watch this.

Guess what!

The teacher exam is just around the corner. I am trying to calm down myself and focus on my work. It's oct 23rd and the place I applied for is very very competitive. So far, 375 people applied for 18 openings. Pretty tough huh?  But you know what? I am not gonna knocked down. Cause I can handle it. I can totally handle it! Just wish me luck!

triangle love

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when do i ever become a techie

Okay. one more probelm. I didn't know that i should have transfered the file to the actual movie. well i will figure it out tonight. Actually I really enjoyed my project since i utilized my friends pictures which is very real and funny. I really appreicate their cooperation. They are amazing. However, it took too long time to figure out every single move with making film. It took thousand times to match the lyrics with pictures especially. But I am really proud of myself now. I've never done this before cause I tend to avoid the class if it has the multimedia or technology.  Whenver i have to work with the conputer, I feel like I am an idiot or something. But Iam trying to get over it now so that i can work with the computer with confidence. It still challengable but I've learned alot as making movie and posting some blogs. And I'd better to be ready for the computer usage cause I am going to be a teacher soon. I don't want my future students regard me as some idiot who doesn't even know how to work with machine. I don't like that. Anyway back to the video, I love taylor's song. She is very inspiring and awesome. I am totally attracted to her performance through youtube. I love Talor! And I love my own movie more!

My hero

I can not come up with any better person for my hero except the post president Noh moo hyun. Whenever i have some truobles or go through hard time i always think about him. He was a son of the poor farmer and became a president of 16th Republic of Korea. I don't know anything about politics or economics. But I know that what kind of president he was and what kind of person he was. He tried to intergrated all descreted provinces to overcome the regionalism. He impoved the relationship with the N,K as succiding the sunshine policy from Kim dae joong. He was extremely moral enough to end his life by himself to prove that he was genuinely innocent. His death was the hardest sadness that i had to overcome or have to overcome in the future. I don't care what people say about him. Alot of people still miss him love him. His hometown is still visited by so many people who remember him even today. I remeber his justice and love that he showed us.


( i don't know why it doesn't allow me to upload his picture )